funny

 when chatgpt thinks you're funny y'know you made it

i don't know how people think I am intimidating

  when I literally have a muffin in my pocket

Anyone who says

 "prove that you can have this ____"

is first off a jerk, unless you said it, because by saying that they are already trying to establish power dynamics, with them being at top.

Also if you got it already, you proved it by getting it. For example, if someone says that for a job, like you already had to go through the interview process, 💁.

from may 10 this year

 "i think with all the things you want you have to be passionate about, and that's what most people don't think about and deeply like over the top, otherwise you won't get it. Like if you want a red stanley, you have to be overly passionate about wanting it that you will do whatever it takes to get it. i don't want a stanley just a btdubs.and that goes for career and anything else."

I went exploring

into this one building, and entered an empty classroom where there was just a wall of windows, and it was beautiful and the sun was setting and it kind of overlooked this field area we have that has lights.

y'know when you get the hiccups it's always

1. the most inconvenient times

2. when there's no water, or drink available/left

3. embarrassing times

4. when people are around

5. when you are already slightly emotional to just completely push you to your breaking point

+nobody searches up how to get hiccups, they search how to get rid of them+

as a society

 we need to start listening to more jazz music, because honestly we do not appreciate it enough

i think everyone is creative

Warning, this is going to be a long one

So I was talking about something I was doing and this guy says, oh, I don't think I'm creative, and I was about to just quietly go along with what he's saying. Because I didn't want to be, you know, the person that rants because I was about to rant to him about his belief. But then my brain was like, no, you have to speak truth. Like I can't just agree or like just say "mhmm" and let it pass so then I told him that I think everyone is creative, just in their own way. 

Which I believe almost 100% because once I started to figure society and people have told us the only way to be creative is maybe through art, but that is such a lie. For example, if you believe that people landed on the moon in 1969. Then scientists had to be creative because creative is trying to do something that's technically never been done or in a special way. They have to think of different things with physics and numbers in science, to be able to have a rocket be launched into the air and land on the moon. 

There are so many instances where people are creative, just not in the artistic sense. You had to be slightly creative, like the fan you didn't have to be exactly artistic, but maybe mechanical things or engineering or with numbers. Sadly algebra was created And so was arithmetic and people who are creative would have been the ones to think of those things. If we weren't creative we wouldn't even know what to do. So yes, sometimes the creativity of certain things aren't exactly appreciated.

Someone who decided to make fragrance a thing was creative. I can give you so many more examples of people being creative that it wasn't just art that they were being creative with. In almost every field you can be creative and if you decide to believe you're not creative, then you're probably not going to be creative or you're not going to see the things you do as creative, and that's so sad to see.

this was me on may 06 2023

 "Dear Me in the Future,

Oh my gosh, I'm watching. Batman The Lego Movie. The Lego Batman Movie. Sorry I said that wrong. And in one of them they literally said. He's like, no, I was trying to protect them and then the computer said by pushing them away and I was like, well. Is that what I do? Is that what I do? Because whoops. i also just watched the atlantis disney movie, it was okay"

Ok I know they barely gave me any reason in the show

 but minho was my favorite character for the Maze Runner series, I'm not sure about the book because I only read book 1 but to movie 3, he was literally my favorite

i tried broccoli salad for the first time

 and may i just say I developed a new skill, being able to gag at just the thought of certain food. Broccoli salad is technically just the ingredients of broccoli soup. If you search it up, it is definetely not the same recipe I ate. It was literally just cooked broccoli with two different types of cheese in a lightly basted sauce together. ABSOLUTELY NASTY!! I thought I could just brave it out and chokes it down, nuh uh, never again. I tried sauces, ketchip and bbq sauce, nothing! 

guys

 i tried coming up with a joke and it was so bad:

so this girl comes up to me all hostile, and I hand her a sandwich, and she stares at it confused, and I say, it's turkey because we got no beef!

get it, get it!

i was actually nice to someone

 and it was a stranger and i decided to talk to someone because he had no one else to talk to.

the vibe I want to give off

 is pj day for when we were like in 3rd grade, and we weren't scared to go to school in pjs, no matter the design, and bring our teddies and stuffed animals with us along with slippers if you were allowed.

y'know

 in movies how they are always like let's sync our watches, what do they mean arent all watches at like standard time unless you are in different time zones, like if it's 12pm rn why would my watch be at 5:43 am?

this change was mariah carey inspired

not exactly become like her but to honestly feel content, and I know that doesn't make so much sense but it does to me.

i have so many sides to me

 and i keep forgetting that. I have a cute side, where I want everything to be cute and kawaii. I also have a funny side, and an action side and a funny side.

I keep saying stuff like

I did like this, so I like this now, I think I need to start getting comfortable with this new me, I'm not everything I used to like. I feel like a person stuck on the past who isn't seeing the me now. That's scary and sad to admit but I'm not the same person I was in 6th grade, and that's a good thing. Old me loved paint splatter presentations, I'm not sure new me, still wants that.

ok i was in the shower

 and i started thinking what if theirs a game called binge-off, where you have to complete a set of tasks and whoever finishes binging the whole thing wins. but not exactly like a game show where people come in to do it, no no no, like the tlc show i think its called, that the producers come into their home and film the whole thing

my thoughts be like

what if in the olden days, all dorms had like fire places, and chimneys

nvm

when things are too much of hassle I sometimes tend to give up, instead of getting better. Like for instance typing with only one hand, weirdly kind of annoying because it slows you down so much.

I wished I had a someone

 that would just let me cry in their arms, no need for explanation, but just thorough understanding.